I don't really know which direction my art is headed to. Ever since I explored digital I felt that I've lost the interest some of my watchers. Now that I've been cartooning lately, I feel less and less satisfied about the impact of my work to the community.
Yes, I've gained a few more watchers, but I don't feel too gratified when I look at my gallery. Confusing, maybe? Sometimes I feel like I owe everyone (including myself) an explanation as to why the mix of styles has been going on.
Maybe I just miss my old, struggling self, the man who took pleasure in the simple blacks and whites and grays of his works.
I love pencils, that's the bottom line. When I started here on dA I wasn't too keen on doing portraits. That changed a lot.
I hated doing details, being a natural procrastinator that I am. But that changed as well.
I hated colors. Obviously, that changed when I went digital.
I like some manga/anime art. That won't change. And lately I've been doing a lot of it these couple of weeks. Have I been shortchanging my watchers and gaining a few in the process? Am I evolving, or taking backward steps?
I'm actually contemplating on putting down my cartoon art and put it in a new account. At least that streamlines my varying preferences. I have no identity anymore.
Your thoughts, please?
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Mood:
Lazy
I know how it is when wrestling with different styles (though i master none half as good as you
A natural progression to become more adventurous than the last .
You're just lifting your game , bro . Your self-analysis exist from day one .
You know that you have it in you . All it needs is acceptance ..
and the more you grow , the more your repertoire becomes a highway
with various forms of transport . Your impromptu businesses is just
you who has reached the stage of remembering ..
Categorizing is a good way to oversee your plethora of exotic mandibles
This journal is awesome
Keep up the good work - you're awesome ~
As what I noticed on your gallery? Your style is based on realism so if your willing to get attention, shift your style to a manga, you might find the answer that your looking with
Like you, I want my work to be noticed and get comments. It's my fuel. But that need kind of shrouds the reason why I draw in the first place - my wanting to draw. That's the price I guess of sharing it to the world - some may like it, some may not, some may praise it, some will just keep their criticism to themselves and just move on to looking at other deviations. And that's reality for us. My problem is because I have varying inclinations - realism, surreal, humor, manga, I have invited different audiences and now I want to keep and please everyone (which is impossible at my level of artistry).
Go full time on manga? I wanted to do that when I was a newbie here on dA, because that genre gets the most attention especially if you're good at it (like you, for example
I may sound confusing, and you may ask "Then why the hell are you drawing manga, Rick?"...
...you know what, it's fun. Hmmmm... I just figured out that I was just having fun and I didn't need to worry about views and comments on my manga art. It's so plain and simple and the answer's right in front of me, laughing.
Thanks for reading, ich. I'm babbling, I know, but your words have been therapeutic. Thanks
So to solve it, I made an account together with my developed drawing style. Atleast im quite satisfied now
Your style evolve and it's a normal thing and by the way, your fist watchers can appreciate this evolution or not ...
Categorizing your work and continuing to publish it, looks like a good solution.
I just had the same kinds of feeling with my two last submissions (One with a little success, One I think is way better), so thanks for the Immy-is-thinking's reminder !
Continue Drawing, I will continue to watch