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I don't really know which direction my art is headed to.  Ever since I explored digital I felt that I've lost the interest some of my watchers. Now that I've been cartooning lately, I feel less and less satisfied about the impact of my work to the community.

Yes, I've gained a few more watchers, but I don't feel too gratified when I look at my gallery.  Confusing, maybe? Sometimes I feel like I owe everyone (including myself) an explanation as to why the mix of styles has been going on.  

Maybe I just miss my old, struggling self, the man who took pleasure in the simple blacks and whites and grays of his works.

I love pencils, that's the bottom line. When I started here on dA I wasn't too keen on doing portraits. That changed a lot.

I hated doing details, being a natural procrastinator that I am.  But that changed as well.

I hated colors. Obviously, that changed when I went digital.

I like some manga/anime art. That won't change.  And lately I've been doing a lot of it these couple of weeks.  Have I been shortchanging my watchers and gaining a few in the process?  Am I evolving, or taking backward steps?

I'm actually contemplating on putting down my cartoon art and put it in a new account.  At least that streamlines my varying preferences.  I have no identity anymore.

Your thoughts, please?
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:iconkerroperro:
*KerroPerro Oct 28, 2010   Digital Artist
Reading the comments i see you've already decided against a seperate account and i'm glad about that - i think it would have been a bad idea to seperate your different outputs.

I know how it is when wrestling with different styles (though i master none half as good as you ;) ) what can be especially galling is when people really like the stuff you did on a whim instead of the stuff you've really slaved over... But it's just one of those things - you can't control what other people see, you can try and steer them towards your intention but in the end they either get it or they don't. And sometimes it can be really fun to hear the weird and wonderfull interpretations of your work that you never (consciencely) intended it to have!
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:iconfirecaster:
~FireCaster Oct 29, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, yes! That's the weird thing! It's strange how some people like my spontaneous, half hearted work over those which I really took time to meticulously color and try to give meaning to. Ah, that is truly weird :D Thanks for the comment! :nod:
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:iconmode-hex:
ahh..sweet evolution .
A natural progression to become more adventurous than the last .
You're just lifting your game , bro . Your self-analysis exist from day one .
You know that you have it in you . All it needs is acceptance ..
and the more you grow , the more your repertoire becomes a highway
with various forms of transport . Your impromptu businesses is just
you who has reached the stage of remembering ..

Categorizing is a good way to oversee your plethora of exotic mandibles :)
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:iconfirecaster:
~FireCaster Oct 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks bro. I can't believe I saw that as a crisis. Stupid me. From now on, I will not care about drawing attention. I will only care about drawing.

This journal is awesome :D I drew out intelligent comments! :dance:
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:iconmode-hex:
Not stupid at all , dear bro . You're a thinking man sharing it to the world ..
Keep up the good work - you're awesome ~
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:iconfirecel:
So you are also entering this phase.. My thoughts are simple but for me, the reason why I draw is not just because of enjoyment, stress reliever etc, I usually draw to express my thoughts as well as considering my watchers feeling aswell. Why? The answer is simple, you upload your art to let others be seen it? You want your work to be accepted by other aswell so instead of just doing it on your own, why not think for your watchers need? The main reason why I pursue my work so much is because I want my work to be "praised" by others, I want to read their comments aswell, my source of evolution.

As what I noticed on your gallery? Your style is based on realism so if your willing to get attention, shift your style to a manga, you might find the answer that your looking with :)
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:iconfirecaster:
~FireCaster Oct 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah, Ich, Firecel, thank you for sharing your thoughts. :D

Like you, I want my work to be noticed and get comments. It's my fuel. But that need kind of shrouds the reason why I draw in the first place - my wanting to draw. That's the price I guess of sharing it to the world - some may like it, some may not, some may praise it, some will just keep their criticism to themselves and just move on to looking at other deviations. And that's reality for us. My problem is because I have varying inclinations - realism, surreal, humor, manga, I have invited different audiences and now I want to keep and please everyone (which is impossible at my level of artistry).

Go full time on manga? I wanted to do that when I was a newbie here on dA, because that genre gets the most attention especially if you're good at it (like you, for example :D). I thought, wow, look at these young artists! I wanted to jump in the bandwagon but instead, explored what I knew, which is realism on pencil. I stuck with it and got some attention (not much, but I felt appreciated). Now the problem is if I go full time on manga, I would be compromising the integrity of my skill as a realism pencil artist. I don't think I would get the fulfillment that I seek. I mean, no offense, ich, manga is an awesome genre, but unfortunately will not represent me.

I may sound confusing, and you may ask "Then why the hell are you drawing manga, Rick?"...

...you know what, it's fun. Hmmmm... I just figured out that I was just having fun and I didn't need to worry about views and comments on my manga art. It's so plain and simple and the answer's right in front of me, laughing.

Thanks for reading, ich. I'm babbling, I know, but your words have been therapeutic. Thanks :D
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:iconfirecel:
No your not babbling anything :) your just stating your own facts xD regards about it, but the best advice that I can share atm is being "specific". The fact that your into different genres gives you more trouble since its hard to maintain it. Its also one of the main reason why I changed my account; "INCONSISTENT"

So to solve it, I made an account together with my developed drawing style. Atleast im quite satisfied now :)
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~leif1972 Oct 26, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
We are 'artists', and as artist, we evolve, we discover new tools, new way to work. There's so much to experience, to challenge.
Your style evolve and it's a normal thing and by the way, your fist watchers can appreciate this evolution or not ...
Categorizing your work and continuing to publish it, looks like a good solution.

I just had the same kinds of feeling with my two last submissions (One with a little success, One I think is way better), so thanks for the Immy-is-thinking's reminder !

Continue Drawing, I will continue to watch ;-)
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:iconfirecaster:
~FireCaster Oct 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the kind words, Leif. I appreciate your watch. :D
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